Veteran’s Stories Through Shakespeare: Class in the Domicilliary

In 2021, Feast of Crispian started our class in the resident domiciliary at Zablocki VA Hospital as part of the required curriculum! This is a shift from the last two years where the class was an elective. This is a wonderful recognition of the affective power of the work we do for veterans in residential programming. (Residential programs are intensive and focused programs for veterans whose challenges have become too disruptive for their day to day lives). 

Veteran’s Stories Through Shakespeare meets weekly, currently virtually, and uses scenes and monologues from many plays to explore emotions. The class gives veterans a chance to pay attention to what emotions feel like in the body and express them in a healthy way without the exposure of their own words and stories. We look at a range of “themes” that help them connect their own experiences through the poetry and stories of Shakespeare. Sometimes they write their own poetry and build a personal vocabulary for how to think about, talk about, and grow capacity for a meaningful and satisfying life.

In a recent class, we “played” with a scene where the vet “actors” got to declare their strength and honesty. The conversation afterwards was about the feelings of anger and of confidence that the words elicited. 

It’s serious work but we also have fun and find a lot to laugh at!

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English Playwrights + Modern Warriors

Those of us lucky enough to stand on a stage and speak the beautiful poetry of William Shakespeare have a deeply rooted faith that it makes us better people. His words plunge us into our deepest emotional selves, make sense of pain, and float us on waves of ecstatic love. They enlighten us to the complexity of our human-ness and forge deep connection with, and compassion for, our human family.

So strong is our faith, that we are called to share this love (a word appearing 2,191 times in the canon) with others who might not yet have experienced it. In my case, along with my two partners, Bill Watson and Jim Tasse, I find myself in the company of combat veterans.

What has an English playwright from 1616 to offer the modern warrior of 2016? There are the words about PTSD, depression, the struggle with alcohol, the alienation of husband and wife, and the contemplation of suicide. His plays tell stories of families, battles, journeys and honor. The metaphors describe the experiences of love, of loss, of hurt and anger in terms that teach the body to feel again. And provide a mask:

“Shakespeare is an opportunity to be open without exposure, or the vulnerability that comes with sharing a deep and hidden part of my past. Being able to connect with a character psychologically and act it out physically[…] is amazing.”

(Omar Kebir, Army Veteran)

These are big stories that use big words that can carry big emotions. In everyday language, we minimize our experiences or run the risk of losing our human support network. Shakespeare’s rich, poetic language gives the veterans a safe place to tell the stories they carry with them. These are not their words or their stories but these are their emotions, too big to keep inside.

…O, I could weep my spirit from mine eyes.

Warriors go into places full of danger and terror to defend the freedom and safety of their country and it’s citizens. Shakespeare allows them, once again, to be warriors, going to the interior places of danger and terror to fight for the freedom and safety of their human spirit.

Then will he strip his sleeve and show his scars,
And say, these wounds I had on Crispin’s day.

400 years after the death of William Shakespeare, we still come to him to help us understand ourselves, to reconnect us with those we might lose and to find the words, words, words!

To me, fair friend, you never can be old,
For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
Such seems your beauty still!

The Soldier's Art Form

Bill and Nancy work with participants.

Bill and Nancy work with participants.

Last weekend, Oct. 4, 5 and 6, we completed our third Shakespeare intensive at the Milwaukee VA. I had every intention of sitting down Monday morning and writing about what a profound and transformational experience it was for all involved. It was. But I would sit at the computer and stare at the blank page, go to my Complete Works and try and find a quote that would spark something and then find something around the house that needed to be done instead.

In part, it felt a little like breaking a confidentiality. How could I talk about the journey of the weekend without speaking to some of the individual stories, vulnerabilities and milestones? In order to illustrate the spectacular courage of our participants, I would need to speak to the fragility as well.

In another part, there is little to say to anyone who wasn’t there other than that it was transformational, healing and a pleasure.

Today, with Tomra (see Vets Voices), I spoke to the PR people at the VA, trying to explain who we are, what we do and why we do it, and how it works. Except for who we are, these are all questions we have been wrestling with from the start, and as we continue to talk out loud to people about it, we begin to find some understanding of it for ourselves. So as this, our third Milwaukee intensive, has allowed the picture to begin to form, that is what I will write about now.

The structure of the work has changed little from our initial concept of what would allow us to get these men and women up on their feet, speaking the words of Shakespeare. We spend some time getting to know each other, there is an exercise that helps them to begin to connect on a deeper level with every other person in the room and introduces the special technique we use to get them working on a scene. Then Bill and Jim and I put our heads together and cast scenes.

The special technique is a modified version of a process that was invented at Shakespeare and Co. in Lenox, MA more than 30 years ago. The founders there were so dedicated to the words and the intensely personal process of acting that they came up with the idea of “feeding” the lines to each other so no one would have to carry and read out of a script. What this technique allows us to do is take the stress of having to read difficult language out of the picture. It allows us to literally have their back, giving them the words to say, offering them definitions of words and phrases and asking some questions as to what the emotions of these moments might be for them.

Fellow participants and guests at the “witnessing”

Fellow participants and guests at the “witnessing”

The second day we check in with people; we do one of a handful of acting exercises that are designed to illicit something – whatever we intuit might be best for each group dynamic – and then we spend the day working, two at a time, on scenes from plays by Shakespeare.


The third day, again we check in, and then we give them a set of instructions about how to turn the story of the scene they are working on into a series of gestures and movements. We ask them to “physicalize” the scene. And then we invite people in to “witness” the ongoing work.

That form has changed very little from the first weekend, nearly a year ago, where we – the facilitators of this event – came into the room, quivering jello on the inside, not knowing what was going to happen or even if anyone would show up. But show up they did and we did our stuff and, with tears and laughter and William Shakespeare’s words, we created our first little community.

And they keep showing up. I mean SHOWING UP. It isn’t just that they attend our weekend intensive, but they, by the end of the first evening, make a commitment to us and to each other to bring all of themselves to this event.

So I guess that is a big part of WHY we do what we do.

How it works? I can, and will eventually, talk about the science of the brain function of emotions and what is emerging in the work to heal trauma but we knew little of that when we entered into this and although it’s important to us and endlessly fascinating, we are artists, not scientists or psychologists. We tell the participants at our first interaction that what brought any artist to any art form was a desire to express what was inside them. For most artists that thing inside is pain that they seek to alleviate. In the case of actors, there is also, not unlike many of those entering the military, a longing for family, community, belonging to something that gives meaning. That brings us to the subject of “how it works”.

Stories give meaning to the unexplainable. Actors tell stories. Shakespeare tells, in beautiful, metaphorical language, our most compelling stories. For many of our veteran participants, they have untold stories. We give them an opportunity to tell their deepest, darkest stories out loud with the veil of someone else’s words and the mask of character.

Sometimes big emotions come out of that telling and instead of being shamed or told to “man up” or being ignored, actors not only tolerate – we celebrate! A comfortable facility with one’s emotions, a range of emotions, is one of the most important things in a satisfying life and in healthy relationships. Through working on scenes, these men and women get to experiment with what that looks and feels like, in a safe and supportive environment.

That’s my best explanation of how this is working. Our vets have told us it’s working better than therapy and they come back, sometimes having waited months, to work with us again.

Our next intensive is set for December. Check out our events calendar.

I know that when I began this blog I promised next (actually, I promise to get to it “tomorrow”!) to talk about why Shakespeare? I have turned that assignment over to Bill and given him a deadline so stay tuned! And take care of each other.

All of this began because of the enormous amount of inquiry and dialogue going on about how to best help veterans after they return to their communities. As actors and educators we, the founders of Feast of Crispian, had been deeply aware as to what the skills required to be an actor could offer people in emotional pain. Many of us came to the theater to deal with our own trauma or developmental struggles, and through the particular tools for educating and training that it takes a person to stand on a stage and fully communicate important human stories, we also found healing.

Now, I am biased, but I find acting, above all other art forms, to be uniquely suited to this. There is gorgeous, healing and powerful work going on in the veterans community right now, with visual artists, writers, musicians and dancers, that has and will continue to change lives. No one understands how to give expression to the inexpressible and voice to the unspeakable like artists of all kinds. However, the combination of voice and physicality further coupled with the search for meaning that acting offers activates multiple parts of the brain. Putting that face to face with a “unit” of scene partners strengthens human connections. Bring all of that in front of an audience to be witnessed and witnesses are changed too.

Theater is the soldiers art form. Theater, as we know it today, was begun to allow the warriors’ community to gather and hear the stories of battle. And they did. The entire populations of towns would come together to share in the excitement, the horror, the fear, the great deeds of bravery and strength. Together a community would honor and care for their defenders.

Little community sharing of any kind goes on these days and we would like to find some small remedy to that.

Yes, we do that with Shakespeare. Why Shakespeare, you ask? I’ll get to that on some tomorrow.